Art can be powerful! Art can be healing!

Art is something I turn to when I need to turn off my brain from life's stressful moments. I have also been missing from my blog for awhile due to some stressful things. Art has not even helped. And because I have not been very creative lately I have not shared anything on my blog because I felt I had nothing to share. I didn't want to share depressing things. Who wants to hear that?
I try to be creative and I just get stuck time and time again...until last night.
I went through a very stressful event day before yesterday and was just beside myself. I cried and cried some more and just felt helpless, hopeless, and like things were just not going to get any better. My sweet hubby called to check on me yesterday and I started crying again. He tried to make me feel better and told me to try to do something to take my mind of off things. I told him I would try.

I had signed up for Christy Tomlinson's She Art 2 class awhile back because I LOVE her classes. It stared this week so I sat down yesterday and started the class to take my mind off of things. I just watched her videos and did not start any art. I was still just sad and helpless feeling. So I started doing some chores around the house. Then last night for some reason my studio was calling me. At first I resisted then I walked in and grabbed a canvas and just started glueing and painting.

Most of the time my art does not just happen. There's planning and more planning. There's starting and stopping. There's criticizing myself and redoing. There's quitting all together. But for some reason last night the art just flowed! I did not plan anything. What's up with that? I just started playing. I did not refer to any other inspiration except for what was lingering in my head from watching Christy's videos. I used kinda whatever supplies were readily reachable and just made art. I didn't hesitate, I didn't stop, I just kept playing. I finished this little piece in less than 2 hours and some of that was stopping to listen to the TV. I NEVER create that fast.

After I finished I realized she looked a lot like me minus some gray hair and wrinkles and she's A LOT cuter...LOL. My husband even said she looked like me. When I was creating her I didn't intend or plan for her to look like me she just happened. The message just happened too and I really think it was a message from above that spoke to me through my art! I also felt so much better after finishing her. It's realy hard to explain, but I didn't feel as hopeless and I felt like things will get better and I just have to remember how blessed I am. I have to keep things in perspective and not let some things get to me so bad. So I really do believe art can be very powerful! That's pretty darn cool for a 6x6 canvas don't you think?
Thanks for listening to my little art healing story and thanks for sticking with me on my blog when I've been missing in action. I am trying hard to find a balance between life and my blog and hope to be posting more often.
Hugs to you all and I hope you are finding comfort in your art!
Cindy
(P.S. If you haven't taken one of Christy's classes I highly recomment them! They are WELL worth the money and some of the best online classes I have taken! Thank you Christy for sharing your talent and inspiring me to create.